Buffy’s Dalian Experience
----- Buffy Marie, Feb. 2010
I have never had that much
experience with sitting meditation, apart from the most basic clearing-the-mind
and deep-breathing techniques, so when my teacher (Richard Liao) from
acupuncture school invited me to meet his teacher, Master Wang Liping, I thought it would be a great opportunity to learn
some more meditation techniques, and to possibly bring my martial and healing
arts to a new level.
Knowing Master Wang’s lineage from the book < Opening
the Dragon Gate>
I had no idea Master Wang
was a lineage holder of the Dragon Gate Sect of the Taoist School of Complete
Reality, I just knew that I trusted and respected Richard Liao and wanted to
take the opportunity to broaden my own personal training. After I bought my
plane tickets, and after talking to a friend with whom I go to acupuncture
school, who is also a student of Master Wang, I discovered and read the
biography Opening the Dragon Gate: The Making of a
Modern Taoist Wizard and was astonished to learn the history of Master
Wang's life. This made me feel much honored to meet the Taoist master and to
have the opportunity to attend a meditation retreat with Master Wang and to
possibly learn some of the meditation techniques of his lineage.
Tears pouring down my face
When the retreat was underway, we began by doing some
meditation techniques that seemed very simple but had profound effects on my
being in general. After the first session, it felt that my whole body had
opened up, and with the guided visualization techniques (the Secrete of Golden
Flower) Master Wang was leading us through, I began to see some very amazing
images inside of my head. The first notable thing was that whenever we would
meditate, as we began to move the Qi, tears
would start to pour down my face. There were no emotions attached to the tears,
it was just like some kind of release would happen and my eyes would pour
tears. Richard said that my liver was opening up. This made sense to me because
I had learned about the connection between the liver and the eyes in
Seeing my Soul (灵,Ling)
At some point in our
training, Master Wang told us to look inside and see what we could of our
bodies. I looked inside and my entire body was illuminated as if it was
outlined by a bright sparkling light. I could move this outlined body without
moving my physical body, simply by the command if my will. I was able to make
my hands and legs do whatever I wished. I felt as if this body could step away
from my corporeal body and travel into the universe without depending on my
physical body for breath and food and etc. It was like a reflection of my soul
which is attached to, yet independent from this body, and through my will, was
able to disengage, making this body seem as if it is unnecessary to exist. Of
course, knowing that I am a very inexperienced practitioner, I was timid and
decided I had better not mess around with this phenomenon until after talking
to someone who could advise me on whether or not I should be doing this at all.
After talking to Richard,
I found out that I had been seeing my Ling. In other words, I had made
contact with the material aspect of my soul which is linked to the body but
which can be separated and used to travel apart from the body, but also
continue to live after the death of the physical body as long as the
practitioner is able to control and utilize it. I was amazed. The biggest reason being that I am a relatively inexperienced
practitioner and have almost no experience with such things as astral
projection or anything even similar to it. After ruminating on the
matter, I came to realize that Master Wang is very powerful and he is able to
infuse his students' experiences in order to bring them to levels that would be
far more advanced than they could possibly achieve on their own.
Refining Jing into Qi –
undesirable sensation of my inside body
Another noteworthy
experience came a couple of days later during the same
part of the meditation when Master Wang had us look into our bodies and see
what we could. This time, it was as if I was inside of myself looking around,
and my body was a gigantic Buddha. It was made of a crystaline
substance somewhat similar to amber, and was illuminated with a soft warm
reddish/yellow glowing light. The sensations I was having at that point are
really hard to describe because I had never felt anything similar in this body.
It was as if nothing else even mattered. The weight of daily life was nonexistant. I felt as if the beat of my heart were
irrelevant to this, as if my vitality were not dependant upon my breath. Later
Richard told me that this is a part of the process of refining Jing into
Qi, one of the first steps in achieving the
Internal Alchemy of the Golden Pill Theory.
Master Wang is a true gem
I strongly believe that
there is no way I could have possibly achieved this level of meditation without
the help of Master Wang. Because of these and other experiences I had in